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miss...u...2years and a half, we are together.
Today, u have to leave, and chase for the beautiful future in Korea.
i always hide my true feelings in front of u, my dear friends.
make fun of u, make u laugh, but u know, actually i'm sad.
.....laughing is just a way to hide my desolution.
recently, i can't helf to think, if i continued to study Korean with u all,
will all the things be different? may be today, we will go to Korea together, instead of leaving me alone.
is it so-called "life contains a lot of choices, u never konw what will happen once u make ur decision."
i chose to stop learnning korean as my second major half years ago.
and now i lost a chance to go to Korea.
i asked myself, "did i regret?" ------- hard to say.
Dilemma: u have to lose sth if u want to gain sth else.
i love korean, even now, i still learn korean. not with u all, but depend on myself.
when i knew that u got a chance to go to korea, i felt upset. 'coz i desired to go there too.
however, i didn't have the chance and the qualification. i'm no longer one part of the korean classs.
all my friends felt it was a pity for me. all i can do just give a hard smile.
that's life, isn't it?
i will never forget the happy time. we had lessons together, we make korean foods together, we sang korean songs together...
my dear friends! wish u all the best~
no matter how far u leave from me, we know that we are always in our's mind.
친구들이, 힘내요!
한국어!!! 많이 좋은 주억이 있어요! 고마운 마음이 말로 할 수 없어요.. //사랑합니다\\...
Not bad!8.25 sunny&windy
{about intern}
passed the interview,but still feel hesitated.
involved time,effort,salary...
the opportunity cost is hard to calculate.
where should i go? ,,,,another crossroad-0-
{about traffic}
i don't know how to say, a liitle lucky, a little unlucky.
lucky because i was not much late for the interview,just 3min. late
unlucky because i took a reverse bus T_T & that's why i was late!
today i learned a lesson:
next time, before i get on the bus, the first thing is to check out the right derection.
anyway, today's setback is worthy.
that's so-called "no pain, no gain".
{about friendship}
today i saw kenny again, kkk, a hot girl! sexy sexy~
we have planed many times to meet with each other
but plans will never catch up with the changable situations.
luckily, we finally met! before she left GZ.
we talked about many stuffs, that's the secret we will never tell to others! kkk..
u know what, the feeling, communicating cheerfully with ur good friend, is nice.
however, happiness takes no account of time.
after transitory meet, we have to depart again-0-
let's look forward to next visit! it won't be too long! kkk..
{about the clothes}
i was scared when i saw a heap of unwashed clothes.
tireness went through my whole body, at this moment, i miss 727's wash machine very much!
but the truth is ---- i'm in GZ now, life without wash machine!
at last, i made a decision: leave the clothes and wash them tomorrow!
kkk... u can say i'm lazy, but u can't say i'm "dity"
why i chose to leave them tomorrow?
that's because i can wash them more neatly tomorrow than now!
when a person is tired, he will never care about the results.
just want to finish it as quickly as possible!
am i right?
Break outhow can i stand with it?
a broiling day!
every noon, every night,every minute,every second...
sweating heavily, like a rainfall pouring down!
dear god, plz pity me. i don't wanna die of heatstroke!
who can save me?
a piece of heart-stirring news came:
there wil be a typhoon tomorrow! oh yeah! fabulous!
to be selfish, i only think of myself, think of how to get rid of the damned weather!
but... to those who will suffer from this tyhoon, they will not be that happy!
anyway, i'm not a sage, allow me to be selfish once.
1hour later, somalia will be in front of me, bringing me my favourit fruites & cakes.
hoho~ it makes me feel better, kkk...
i'm a big eater! foods mean a lot to me! haha!
let's see how "small" kiki turn into "big" kiki !
don't worry about me, my dear friends, i'm fine,nice!
life in GZ is good! i love the south campus!
the last year, i wanna be the top! haha
another happy day::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::Paradise in GZ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
another old friend,
another happy day,
suddently realize that happiness can be so easy and simple.
Super happy ~0~if u ask me what will bring me happiness,
i will reply u as the follows:
love, friendship,and success.
today is a super happy day,
that feeling is just like u refind sth. precious in deep of ur heart.
no matter how long u don't pay attention to it,
no matter how careless u treat it,
it has never left.
that's what i call:
true friendship.
NOW
i realize true friendship is never flimsy,
it doesn't need too much sweet words, sweet actions,etc.
sometimes, it just need a kind of feeling,through which u can get accross everything totally and deeply.
luckily, this afternoon, i experienced it.
after more than 3 years, we met with each other again.
strangly, we didn't feel any awkard, instead, we felt very closed to each other^0^
we talked about nearly everything, during the 3 years, what had happened between us.
we laughed, we expected, we promised
when her held my hands,
i was deeply moved.
i know, true friendship will never die.
YA, 3 years didn't stop our friendship
we r still like old friends, who can support and comfort each other.
even though, during the 3years,
we infrequently contacted each other,
we even didn't call and message each other,
we just sometimes chat on line.
however, all these don't mean anything.
time is a great touchstone, and now this friendship has been checked out to be meanful.
thanks, my dearest friend.
u teach me that true friendship doesn't need to be together every minute and every second.
true friendship means whenven u need her, she will be right there waiting for u.
she will never leave,even though u r not in a same or near place.
some people,
are jus too hard to forget,
no matter how i change, she or he will never be outside of my mind.
there is always a place for him or her, just like what they think about me.
in my life,
i'm appreciated that i own several this- kind-of friends.
some emtions can't be describled wordly.
friendship is of great importance to me,
here, i wanna say to all the people i love,
u r always on my mind!
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like an old friend, like a teacher, like a family member,
easily like this, we picked up our friendship.
i know we will be good good friends till we die.
.love u. my dearest Yanzi.
i'm alive+lucky SeVeN U see, i'm alive,survive from hardships.
life in south campus, really sucks.
Actually,deep in my heart, i have alreadly accepted everthing.
however, when recalling those happy hours in zhuhai campus, i can't hold my complains.
due to the fierce contrast, the good one turns better, the bad one goes worse.
conditions in south campus is one thousand times harder than zhuhai.
let alone 6 people live in a small room, we don't have separated washing room&wc.
no wardrobe, no bookcase, no balcony, no drinking trough, no everything.
1st day
crying in the dorm. a complete unknown place.
feeling frustrated & helpless.
made a phone call to my mum, poured all i'd suffered to her, and cried heart-breakingly.
forgive my flimsiness, dear mama.
it's too much for me, as a girl who never knows the rough reality.
then, somalia came, i felt much much better.
thx, my darling. stay with me and comfort me.
love u more than i can say.
2nd day
lady's time paid a visit to me, without a bit pity, with a pull of pangs.
the weather went worse: wind brew heavely,it rained cats and dogs, the sky clouded over.
then i met with kenny, after being nearly a year and a half, i met her
she is a total "woman" now, with sweet smiles & effeminate dressing style.
in such a bad day, meeting kenny made it up for me.
with a pity, she can't live here with me, the superintender is more strict than i'd thought.
neverthless, we talked a lot, laughed heartedly, happy time lightened my pangs.
then, a piece of news came. like a lighting bolt.
dorm. doesn't have hot water to take a shower.
oh, my godness. i'm in lady's time. how can it be so cruel to me?
thanks to my darling, i went yuki's house to take a comfortable bath & had a good sleep.
on my way to yuki's house, i received darling's call.
my tears can't hold on any longer, it's overloaded in my heart.
my feet had broken. tireness went through my whole body. in this big &strange city,i just wanna cry.
sorry, my darling. again, i had let u worry about me.
i promised to u all, i will be strong in the future.
here i really wanna thank yuki and her friends a lot.
their kindness and mildness, warmed my cold heart totally.
3rd day
after taking a delicious breakfast with yuki, i went back to sysu.
got the campus net works, and so on.
without taking my lunch, i went to bed. Strangely, i couldn't fall asleep though i was extremely tired.
the bed was hard,hard,hard,hard...
the wall was dity,dity,dity,dity,dity...
.....then i found that dinning hall is just near our dorm.
but yesterday we had walked a wrong way & spent nearly twice times walking-0-||
i found that people here are nice,polite and caring.
i know i will fall in love with south campus,
it's just a matter of time.
time's late
the 4th day, 7夕,
unknown day.
let's pray,
the weather will turn good.
keep moving.......................nothing,,,,,,,, can stop me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
.......................................................................................................................be strong.......................
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to be continued.. 4th day=7夕
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slowly & naturally, i'm getting used to south campus life.
getting used to sth means u'r becoming numb with sth.
that's true. i'm numb now.but in a positive way.
foods here are ok, let's say more delicious than zhuhai.
super market is bigger, plus, in a convenient position.
traffic tools are not single any more, subway, taxi, bus...
most importantly, the atmosphere here is more like a campus.
zuhai is too free, without any preasure, like a place of interest.
here in GZ, u will see everyone walks fast and firmly, as if they r chasing sth wistfully.
morning, with yan, we went to library.
it's so cold inside. so i felt like sleeping-0-
books here are new & latest. in all. it will be the place i usually go.haha
at noon, somalia came, when i was sleeping.
he sent me a MSM, said, he was in my frontal dorm.
oh, my god, i haven't got prepared, so shocking....
as quickly as i could, i went down & saw him ～0～lovely him..
shopping, walking hand in hand, talking happily,
the feeling, is hard to describle.
we went to may flower to watch movie
{赤壁} i love [诸葛亮]金城武 most.
maybe because of the role character in the movie he acted.
smart, mysterious,handsome...haha
林志玲 is not beautiful at all, i can't understand why the dtrector chose her to act-0-
赵薇 is ok. the role suits her
梁朝伟, no matter what he acts, i can't find a point to criticize him. 梁式笑容.
张飞&关羽 are so cute. full of loyalty.
expressions in 张震's eyes send out solitude & capability.
......
in short, this movie is successful, the sences are so great & costly.
let's look forwards to the part 2!
happiness takes no account of the time.
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let's happy::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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